IT IS DONE, IT IS OVER

After much thought and even more tears, I sent an email off to Nelson. I told him exactly what I think of him and then proceeded to block and delete him from both facebook and MSN. One door closes and another opens. He was the only person I trusted 100% with everything inside of me and he has turned out to be the worst kind of friend. I do not need a fairweather friend, I need a friend who will stick with me through thick and through thin. Like I told Sandy last night, even when Mack was overseas, with a 6 hour difference between us, HE managed to find time to email me, come on MSN and had his mother pray for our family in July when my life went to hell in a hand basket. Nelson hasn't even had enough respect for me as a person to so much as speak to me for more than a few minutes. Of course there are people who would have told me that my friendship with him would end badly since he didn't even have enough respect for me as a person to tell his fiancee about me. So, FUCK him. I do not need a fairweather friend.

On a brighter note, my friend Jellybean is 6 weeks along. I am so happy for her. She is such an amazing mom and will continue to be one. She leaves in 2 weeks for Ottawa for a minimum of 5 years... Effin military...lol...

Well, I don't have much else to write about tonight. I am going to make myself a snack and go to bed. I have had a long week, some good some bad parts... The good parts were spending time with my chicklettes, listening to Brookie giggle, read and have fun brightened my day, lightened my soul and made my heart overflow with love.

So, til next time, be safe and enjoy.